Elergi Sepi

Assalamualaikum,


I'm planning to see a doctor when I go back. More specifically, dermatologist. I have like super problematic skin. When I was little, umi said the skin on my head berkutillll -__- and thus I had to like cut all my hair (I think?). And like once every two years, starting from when I was 15, I would get allergies everywhere. Dari tangan ke badan ke muka, tak tau punca pun. Masa tu tak makan apa pun. Pun kena. Probably allergic to habuk/angin/sejuk/stress. Then dapat surat jumpa dermatologist tapi tak jumpa2 hehehe. So last two years kena lagi, kat US! Tau la medical kat US cekik darah banyak. So beli ubat allergic kat farmasi je. Tak tau working ke tak. I had this medicine that works immediately for me, nama dia xyzal. Tapi ni memang ubat dadah punya, doktor tak bagi ambik lebih 1 papan.

So dah tak allergic lama dah. Then baru ni, tangan macam semacam tau. Kulit macam kerak tanah dah. Ingat kot sebab sejuk, kulit kering. Tapi kelompok dia macam dekat satu kawasan je. Then baru ni tiba2 ada start 'patch' kecik baru kat jari manis. Then yang dekat jari manis tu macam makin besar patch dia. Lepas tu ada macam air gatal kecik tu. This post sounds kinda geli sikit haha. But google, then I found a picture of about similar to my hand condition. Allergies to latex/eczema something. So tak tau la, nak balik. haha.


I also have allergies to loneliness. I'll post things I don't mean, eat when I'm not hungry, and shop things I don't need. Fufufu~

A week before Thanksgiving holiday :D

Assalamualaikum

*Random here and there all random ALL*

Recently, I've been rather... Negative. I don't know what's bugging me. My emotions are all tangled up on everything for no reason. I even hate the online novel that I so love. Just because, I keep on mocking in myself that the story's not true, and all the sweet lovey dovey stuff, I don't see that in anyone's marriage after 5 years. It's not always 'sugarly' sweet. So I feel like I'm reading some made-up story that I wish would happen to me but no, it might not happen to me.

Also, I have a lot of things going on (academic things that have due dates :\). Apparently I can't stay awake after 7:00 pm I don't know why. Maybe because of winter? So a lot of things get postponed. Not good. I'll try to improve on that insyaAllah, and get things done asap.

I also somehow get obsessed again with skin and pimple. I don't have like clean smooth skin. I used to have serious pimple problem, eventually I became the 'tester' for a lot of products to see which one works. I found one though, so adik2 semua tak payah testing2 dah pakai apa kakak pakai je. Introducing --- Dalacin T!! It worked for about 2,3 years for me, and probably my skin got immuned to that so I stopped using it completely. And.... The pimples came back. But usually only one or two at a time.
--> Conclusion: I started using it again.

Jalan-jalan for Thanksgiving break yeayyy :D I'm planning to visit Williamsburg, a place where the residence wear a certain era's clothing. Renaissance era? O.o Haha entah. Yes, that. Anddd... Black Friday shopping. I'm planning to pick out some things for umi and my sisters, and probably nothing for me. Because... Maybe because I don't really mind branded stuff, as long as it's beautiful and economical. Hopefully I can find some stuff for close friends circle untuk bawak balik soon insyaAllah.

Scrap previous wishlist. I have 2 handbags that I rarely use, and a phone/ipod with time on it so I don't need 60 dollars watch for now. Told you I'm economical.


*Before I started becoming very gloomy and angry for this semester:

Hate-1

Assalamualaikum...

There are things that I hate. One that I can't withstand is, waiting. I'm usually punctual. I tried to be, so selalunya kalau tak punctual tu... Adalah something sebab musabab or actually malas pun nak buat something tu. So bila kita punctual but orang lain tak punctual, kita diam je, sengih macam takde apa2 jadi. Padahal dalam hati sepanjang menunggu macam nak meletup. I hate, hate waiting.

So recently I cancelled a meeting with a friend, sebab dia lambat. I was mean, rasa serba salah jugak bila buat macam tu. But I guess bila orang tu lambat2, macam half-hearted. Kita tak sedih pun. Lebih macam, if you're late/half-hearted, then I don't even bother. So, forget it. Ego macam abah.

Kesimpulannya. It's not nice making someone wait. If you make me wait and I haven't cancelled whatever urusan kita, know that I'm already half-hearted too.

Sekian.

Wishlist

Assalamualaikum,

Semalam kita scroll2 page JCPenney... Rasa macam dah habis selongkar dah part handbag and accessories. Tak minat sangat tengok part baju2 seluar2 etc. Jadi jumpa ni, nak sangat8 cantikkkk:


Tie no. 2 dengan 3:

No. 1:

Hm.. telan liur tengok jela. >__<

Bookses

Assalamualaikum,

Heh ok jom buat post ala2 Computer Science-ish sikit.

Concurrency (threading)
Going back and forth reading this:

and this:

Qeueu:

1) Some book dalam plastik berbulan2 tak bawak keluar.

I only have one book on the qeueu. That means.... I should buy more books. Hehe tak tak. I should read all the books I have (macam banyak je) so that I can buy more books. Budaya membaca ni datang bila internet putus 24/7 je.

p/s: Alkisah Sandy, ramai orang (ni pun 2, 3 orang je sebenarnya hahaha) tanya ok ke tak 2, 3 kali. Tanda risau = tanda sayang la kan? Hihi. Tapi penat jugak cakap, Sandy ni kat Maryland tak teruk sangat. Tau dah maybe tak seteruk kat tempat lain. Jadi hati tak serisau mana. But then again, that's how I became ignorant, tak takut Sandy = tak takut tuhan Sandy? Isk. Nak kena tunggu tempat sendiri baru sedar Allah bagi peringatan.

--Baru2 ni tak tau macam mana nak end post. Macam tergantung je selalu. :\ Wassalamualaikum.